[ He shakes his head. No. Not it's not. It's like it's happening all over again and he doesn't know what to do but this. He hadn't needed to eat. Being medicated had meant there was no... basic drive to feed. He was stable, normal. He wasn't reduced to nothing but a monster who did nothing but hunt and consume. ]
No. [ There's another shake of his head. ] It wasn't like this before. And— and now I'm just— I'm hungry. All the time.
[ Kieren doesn't understand. He doesn't know why he's so hungry and it terrifies him. Is he revert back to his untreated state? Is it something new and horrible, now that he's stuck in this place? Disgust rolls in his stomach as he's encourage to keep eating. ]
It's disgusting, it's— I'm— [ He's disgusting. He hates it. So much. Even the lurch of hunger is stopped by that disgust, for the moment. ] But... this is all I can eat, and I wish it wasn't but— I couldn't let anyone know. People would freak, if they found out.
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No. [ There's another shake of his head. ] It wasn't like this before. And— and now I'm just— I'm hungry. All the time.
[ Kieren doesn't understand. He doesn't know why he's so hungry and it terrifies him. Is he revert back to his untreated state? Is it something new and horrible, now that he's stuck in this place? Disgust rolls in his stomach as he's encourage to keep eating. ]
It's disgusting, it's— I'm— [ He's disgusting. He hates it. So much. Even the lurch of hunger is stopped by that disgust, for the moment. ] But... this is all I can eat, and I wish it wasn't but— I couldn't let anyone know. People would freak, if they found out.