He doesn’t know how to respond to Raju and his obvious sincerity. Not even Sophia had been that upfront about wanting him physically; it was all coy smiles and little jokes until he’d finally had her, and even then it’d been a quiet, hidden affair. Sophia had never been ashamed of him, but she’d never fought for him quite like this.
Being wanted without some sort of fight or game to play is absolutely mind boggling. Raju just…he wants, and Crozier has no reason to doubt him, not a single one. He looks back up at him and those heavily-lidded eyes and thick eyelashes and has to exhale slowly against the lips still against his fingers.
“I’d…well.” Christ, now he’s the one stunned into silence. “No. Of course not. If you gave me that kiss I’d never be satisfied.”
He’d hate to lose the view and the touch, but he’s aching to sit up now and take that man into his arms, fulfilling all those frustrating daydreams and flights of fancy. He’ll ask him properly for a kiss, and Raju will just have to be patient and not ask for more in turn, lest his lung collapse.
Although…
No. Probably shouldn’t push it. He’s not superhuman.
“I thought I died the first time when you stripped down for the hot springs.”
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He’s not expecting-
He hasn’t ever-
He doesn’t know how to respond to Raju and his obvious sincerity. Not even Sophia had been that upfront about wanting him physically; it was all coy smiles and little jokes until he’d finally had her, and even then it’d been a quiet, hidden affair. Sophia had never been ashamed of him, but she’d never fought for him quite like this.
Being wanted without some sort of fight or game to play is absolutely mind boggling. Raju just…he wants, and Crozier has no reason to doubt him, not a single one. He looks back up at him and those heavily-lidded eyes and thick eyelashes and has to exhale slowly against the lips still against his fingers.
“I’d…well.” Christ, now he’s the one stunned into silence. “No. Of course not. If you gave me that kiss I’d never be satisfied.”
He’d hate to lose the view and the touch, but he’s aching to sit up now and take that man into his arms, fulfilling all those frustrating daydreams and flights of fancy. He’ll ask him properly for a kiss, and Raju will just have to be patient and not ask for more in turn, lest his lung collapse.
Although…
No. Probably shouldn’t push it. He’s not superhuman.
“I thought I died the first time when you stripped down for the hot springs.”