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[bigbaddy]

Who: Bigby and you!
What: If there are animal tracks anywhere in the area, you know the big dog's got to chase them down.
When: During April.
Where: First prompt outside the populated areas towards the rockier areas in the wild, second prompt back in Milton.

Content Warnings: Nothing in the log itself, if anything comes up in a thread there will be a warning in the header!

( 1. outside town )

[ Maybe you decided to go along with Bigby out on a little trip - or maybe he invited you along, if he knows you. Maybe you even came out here by yourself, and Bigby ran into you.

Either way, you're standing here now together, out in the rockier area between the mining camp and the ravine - staring down at some tracks in the snow. Even if the fog constantly hanging around is making visibility more of a problem, at least it's still very much possible to just look down and stare at the rather feline tracks in the snow. ]

See? [ Bigby points out to you. ] This is what I was talking about. I haven't seen this here before, but.. judging by the looks of it, that's got to be one big cat.

[ More than just a cat, really. That's why the man's eyebrows are drawn together into a concerned frown as he stares at the tracks, but then looks back up and over at you. ]

It's usually not been a good thing when new tracks appear around here.

( 2. in milton )

[ Running around in the wilds seems to have done very little for actually managing to find whatever animal is out there.. and instead seems to have done a whole lot more to Bigby himself.

After all, with the weather being the way it is, it feels incredibly exhausting to be out there. Let alone going out day after day, since he's so determined to find that thing. And between that and everything that's been happening the past few months, and the stress of the situation and the worries about the Darkwalker..

.. well, Bigby isn't doing so great.

It might become obvious when you see him coming back into Milton after another day of futile tracking. It's like he has to drag his feet to keep on moving as he's walking across town to head back to his place, lines of exhaustion visible in his face. But apparently he's not exhausted enough to no notice someone staring at him, since he'll lift his head to look over at you after a few moments, noticing you there. ]

.. Is something up?

[ For once he doesn't even sound gruff as he's saying it.

Bigby just sounds tired. ]

( ooc: replying with either brackets or prose is fine! i will match! c: )

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[guidemyway]

[Ruby's jaw goes slack at the first question. The amount of people who drilled that philosphy into her mind were numerous and figuring out how to put that into a list was more of a challenge than she wanted to admit.

Thankfully he steps forward and makes it a little easier on her.]

Because that's what a Huntress does- We protect the people until the bitter end.

[That slides off her tongue as though it was rehearsed. A mantra that she really did live by. With a little hint of uncertainty in it.]

And I guess- Well my headmaster at school was the one who really drilled it home. But- That's kind of idea of the work I do back at home.

[bigbaddy]

[ Bigby already wasn't looking very pleased, but he doesn't look happy with this answer either. Not because of Ruby - since she did actually answer the questions, and it seems like she's being honest about it too - but because of her world. Because-- ]

That's fucking bullshit.

[ Sorry, Ruby. Not to critique your entire society here or anything, but-- no, wait, that's actually exactly what he's doing here. ]

I'm not saying you're a little kid, Ruby. But you're still young. The idea that you need to be the one to put your life out there on the lines ahead of actual grown adults is insane. Especially if they're forcing you to fight when you're not at your best. That shit could be your death sentence! [ He sounds angry about this.

And he is. Because he doesn't want to see Ruby die. Fuck that noise. If he didn't care, he wouldn't be getting this upset in the first place. Bigby is good at staying out of stuff that's none of his business.

This, however, feels like his business now. ]

[guidemyway]

[Ruby stares briefly before she fumbles the scythe back into it's carry mode and looks away.

She was aware that this way of life could lead to her death. It already had in a weird sort of way that she really had to take a little more time to unpack. Winding up here had put a delay on that.

She manages a bit of a half smile.]

Well- People my age aren't usually the ones that have to do this. I'm a little bit of a special case.

[She's pretty sure that doesn't make it sound any better, but there really wasn't a better way to actually put it.]

Look. This is something I chose to do. And- If I didn't stand up and do it, I don't know if someone else would.

[bigbaddy]

You really think that's true?

[ That last part, that is. Sure, Bigby has no idea about what Ruby's world is like, but.. surely there has to be someone else who could stand up and do all of the stuff she's doing, right? Is there no one else in an entire world who knows how to fight?

Granted, maybe he isn't in the best position to argue about that, given his lack of knowledge.

But.. ]

Even here?

[ Look, Ruby. He's clearly out here fighting to keep the town safe too, isn't he? ]

[guidemyway]

[She considers that briefly. There is solid chunk of her that believes that people would stand up and protect each other if the going got tough. But that been chipped away a little after everything she had seen in Atlas.

She wanted to believe but she wasn't a hundred percent sure.]

I don't know, really.

I've seen what happens when they don't. And- I think I'm scared of not doing anything, and seeing a place fall apart again.

[bigbaddy]

[ .. He does have a feeling that it's got to do with stuff back home. Sure, the people here don't always agree on everything, but Bigby has seen them pull together when it matters so far. He hasn't seen enough discord to assume that Ruby's assumptions have everything to do with experiences in this place, and her own words only back up that idea. ]

Look, I get that it sounds nuts coming from me. [ You know, the still-transformed wolf guy with blood all over his mouth and shirt at this point. Not exactly the most wholesome figure ever. ]

But you just have to trust the people here a little. You can't let your shit experiences back home color everything here. This place is fucking annoying in some ways, but maybe in others it's better than the place you come from.

[guidemyway]

[On the bright side when it came to adult figures in Ruby's life, Bigby actually fit right in with them. Her uncle only seldomly gave her advice while covered in blood though.

The thing that does catch her off guard is the content of the advise. It sounded so simple and familiar. She was really surprised it hadn't come out of her own mouth. Was she really that off her game here?

There's a moment where she looks to the ground and contemplates it before she looks up to him again.]

You're right. That does kind of sound nuts coming from you.

Maybe I should try saying it in a mirror instead.

I didn't mean to put us in danger here- I didn't mean to not trust you, I mean.

[bigbaddy]

.. I know, Ruby.

[ About that last part, anyway. Bigby sounds a little tired as he says it, because he knows the fault doesn't lie with her, as much as it lies with whatever fucked up systems back in her own world that pushed her to think like this in the first place.

Guess things really are shitty in multiple worlds, huh. It's not just shitty circumstances in the Homelands, it's not just mundies sucking in the regular world. People are like this anywhere.

But it's the people like Ruby that still make even the Big Bad Wolf hold onto some hope.

The man exhales, then he kneels a little. ]

C'mon, get on my back. [ Yes, you're getting a piggyback ride from Uncly Bigby, Ruby.. ] You're not walking back to town like this.

[ Never mind the weird sight they're going to be when they arrive back in town with Bigby covered in blood and Ruby on his back, but-- whatever. ]